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Zakanakai
I AM A WOMAN!
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This is a personal journal, in an attempt to explain what I'm feeling, If you feel bad atm, just don't read.

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Lately.... Well, school has started for me- College, to be exact. I've been busy with all that, etc etc... and...
.... I just....
Its hard to explain. I just have been feeling... numb.
Love and Sadness, all those feelings,  I just... haven't been feeling them.
Its just, gone.
I guess its terrible, maybe. I guess its not...normal.

I broke up with my boyfriend for that reason; I didn't really feel... love anymore. I didn't want to cause him to suffer, because of my emotions- or lack thereof. He needed someone else, someone whos willing to hold him and hug him.
Not me who shuns...nearly anything related to that, who feels uncomfortable about it all.
I should feel terrible about it. But I don't feel anything. and I haven't felt anything for a while- well... maybe one thing...

Just... Apathy.

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RESphenantic Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013
Happy birthday!  I realized I hadn't given you a llama badge yet, so you have one from me now.
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Zooala Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013
A little something for your birthday boy! fav.me/d6j9qqz
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Zakanakai Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Student Digital Artist
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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Runawynd Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013
Thank you very very much for joining my :icondiviners-of-runawynd: club! :rose: I really appreciate it, darling~! :heart:

Oh, and just so you know, we have a raffle going on where you can win 120 points and free commissions! :star:
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Zakanakai Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
well someone invited me so ._.;
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DeviantANG3L Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hai :3
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Heartchuu Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
[link] Congratulations, you won a chance to write a silly tag journal!
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CarMasi Featured By Owner May 6, 2013
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hope i get it right and not to OOC
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Zakanakai Featured By Owner May 7, 2013  Student Digital Artist
seeing as it makes no sense, its pretty IC XD
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