This is a personal journal, in an attempt to explain what I'm feeling, If you feel bad atm, just don't read.
Lately.... Well, school has started for me- College, to be exact. I've been busy with all that, etc etc... and...
.... I just....
Its hard to explain. I just have been feeling... numb.
Love and Sadness, all those feelings, I just... haven't been feeling them.
Its just, gone.
I guess its terrible, maybe. I guess its not...normal.
I broke up with my boyfriend for that reason; I didn't really feel... love anymore. I didn't want to cause him to suffer, because of my emotions- or lack thereof. He needed someone else, someone whos willing to hold him and hug him.
Not me who shuns...nearly anything related to that, who feels uncomfortable about it all.
I should feel terrible about it. But I don't feel anything. and I haven't felt anything for a while- well... maybe one thing...