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Artist | Student | Digital Art
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This is a personal journal, in an attempt to explain what I'm feeling, If you feel bad atm, just don't read.


Lately.... Well, school has started for me- College, to be exact. I've been busy with all that, etc etc... and...
.... I just....
Its hard to explain. I just have been feeling... numb.
Love and Sadness, all those feelings,  I just... haven't been feeling them.
Its just, gone.
I guess its terrible, maybe. I guess its not...normal.

I broke up with my boyfriend for that reason; I didn't really feel... love anymore. I didn't want to cause him to suffer, because of my emotions- or lack thereof. He needed someone else, someone whos willing to hold him and hug him.
Not me who shuns...nearly anything related to that, who feels uncomfortable about it all.
I should feel terrible about it. But I don't feel anything. and I haven't felt anything for a while- well... maybe one thing...

Just... Apathy.

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1wordinsane Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014
Happy Birthday Zaka
Ch4rm3d Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Happiest of birthdays to you dear!  I hope you have an awesome day and an amazing year ahead of you!  :iconbirthdayplz:
RESphenantic Featured By Owner Oct 10, 2013
Happy birthday!  I realized I hadn't given you a llama badge yet, so you have one from me now.
Zooala Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013
A little something for your birthday boy!
Zakanakai Featured By Owner Aug 22, 2013  Student Digital Artist
Runawynd Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013
Thank you very very much for joining my :icondiviners-of-runawynd: club! :rose: I really appreciate it, darling~! :heart:

Oh, and just so you know, we have a raffle going on where you can win 120 points and free commissions! :star:
Zakanakai Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2013  Student Digital Artist
well someone invited me so ._.;
DeviantANG3L Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
Hai :3
Heartchuu Featured By Owner Jun 26, 2013  Hobbyist General Artist
[link] Congratulations, you won a chance to write a silly tag journal!
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